"Think I know"

My thoughts are terror to me
When I look them straight
Back at me, they throw the truth.

I feel ashame.



-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009-

"Seek and Find"

When I find myself
I will hide me deep inside of me.

And tell no one.

-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009-

"Who am I?"

Are we not all searching for our Mothers and Fathers?
Are we not all trying to make ourselves better?
Are we not all trying to find ourselves,
Lost in the mire of "What I am supposed to be".


Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009

"Bounty Hunter"

Love has its own agenda
None of us know what it is.

We are mere pawns!

However, if you have the guts
Be a King or Queen, you win.

Neutralize it!


-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009

"Too Much?"

I need to be intense about everything I do!
The only pleasure in this world is psyching up
with physiological morphine.

Being in love is the only best trigger.

Being in One is the Ultimate transcendence.



-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009-

"...Scare Him"

Nooo!

Because, he allows me to obsess about him.
He is not perturb by my intensity
or of my affection or rather my affliction
with him.
He only cares about the fact that he gets
some pussy out of it all, and a fabulous
woman to boot.
... he likes that!

We both win.


-Jiivanii RedMarks 2009 Copyright-

"Honey"

I am very happy to see you.
Are with me.


-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009-

"How to Manage"

Well..... he is really big
Thus!
I have half of him in the evenings
The other half in the mornings!


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"Close to You"

If I could talk to you
I would pass on my blueprint.


-Copyright 2009 Jiivanii RedMarks-

"Morning Person"

He brings me joy in the morning

Because I was too tired last night.


Copyright 2009 Jiivanii RedMarks

"One Night Stand"

I met him. Then took him to bed. In one glance.

Whaaat!!? He liked it!



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"Upstanding Gentleman"

Gosh! This one is very Cocky.

Really Cocky.

Yeah.... tall!

Ummh... muscular!

Yeap... define!

Umhuh... smooth!

Aaah... supple!

Aaaah... happy?

Reeeally Cocky!

My Luck!!!


-Copyright Jiivanii RedMarks 2009-

"What If He Loves You"

A Story of Love

Episode One

Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009

Interrogator: "What if he loves you, but does not have the money"?

Jiivanii: "Ehm... If he is not willing to give his very last dime for me

                 then he does not love me".

Interrogator: "Are you saying that the man for you, has to be rich"?

Jiivanii: "Why would one wish to love in lack"

Interrogator: "So, you would not love a man who is poor"?

Jiivanii: "Can a poor man love"?

Interrogator: "What do you mean! Ok course a poor man can love"!

Jiivanii: "Well then, he can continue to love me, as long as he has money".

Interrogator: "But he does not have any money, he is poor"!

Jiivanii: "I know that a poor man has nothing, yet you insist on his ability

                 to love me"!

Interrogator: "So, you are admitting that the man for you has to be a rich man"?

Jiivanii: "How then will he afford to pay ten million for 'From Me To You',

                 given, that is a small amount of money for a lot of men".

Interrogator: "'From Me To You' is an unabashed call for a husband"?

Jiivanii: "It is a call for the man who truly loves me"!

Interrogator: "So... is that what you are worth, ten million dollars. Jamaican or US"?

Jiivanii: "Oh, that is the selling price, the buying price bidding is in Sterling".

Interrogator: "Haahahaa! Do you think that there will be any takers... haha"?

Jiivanii: "Haahahahaaaa! Not to mention the gropers! As I have said, it is meant

                 only for the me who loves me".

Interrogator: "So what if the man who loves you don't go to the show to see

                           your grand display of a mating call"?

Jiivanii: "Then I suppose, he is not a rich man after all".

To be continued....

"So Full of Yourself"

"Oh yes! Because, if I were not full of myself... I would be demonize!"

"Sorry"

Power is, never to say "I am sorry"

Sorry, can never be me, thus, I am not!

Sorry... I am, why for you?

Sorry is a soother, I am steel wool!

Sorry, not, to take the wool from the goat

prancing around in a sheep's cloak.

-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009

"What Do You...."

"STOP!

Wrong mouth for the Right answer!"

-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009-

"Good Bye Aunti"

"Good bye!... and yuh go wid God...

Because... if God go wid yuh...

Dog nyam wi suppa!"

-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009