Tuesday, October 27, 2009

INSOMNIAC (The Sonic Sleeping Pill)

Jiivanii RedMarks: INSOMNIAC (The Sonic Sleeping Pill)



ABOUT “INSOMNIAC” (The Sonic Sleeping Pill)

This CD was created to aid in your relaxation and to induce sleep without the need for
pharmaceuticals.
There are five tracks on this CD, all titled from existing natural and commercial sleeping aids.

1. Hot Grapefruit Juice, known to induce sleep if taken in large amounts with rind included.
On this CD HGJ is a composition of breath, gentle snoring and water simulating natural
sleeping sounds by a riverside.

2. Valium is well known as pharmaceutical relaxants bearing questionable side effects. On this
CD Valium is a metallic string composition with a strong emphasis on slowing the heart rate
helping to unwind.

3. Rosemary Tea, a nervine and a relaxant; I would give rosemary tea to all my brides before
having their make up and hair done to have them relaxed and peaceful. On this CD Rosemary
is a water-based composition, which rocks the soul like a cradle.

4. Melatonin, known as a modern supplement for insomniacs. On this CD Melatonin is a
composition of birds and strings bringing the forest and the concert hall together to soothe the
nerve.

5. Comfrey, a natural floral relaxant with the ability to increase hair gloss. On this CD Comfrey
is a composition of ocean torrents and swelling bells easing tension in the muscle.

HOW TO USE THIS CD
Each of us responds differently to sound, thus, it is important to listen to the entire CD, then
choose the sound composition most suited for your taste and psyche, in achieving relaxation.
There is a track for everyone on this CD. Some days your needs may differ and hot grapefruit
juice may not be what you need at that moment, something stronger such as melatonin or
valium may be more desirable. So be vigilant with your changing needs and follow your spirit.

VOLUME CONTROL
It is important to gage the volume level at which you listen to this CD, as the nuances within
the structures of each pill become more concentrated. At higher concentration the effect of
each soundscape is reversed, nonetheless, you will maintain the effect of calm and serenity,
while perhaps you may not succumb to sleep.

SLEEP PREPARATION
Most importantly in your preparation for the use of this CD, make sure that you are ready to go
to sleep and that you will not be disturb. Before the start of each relaxation session begin to
breathe deep slow breathes. Focus the breath from the base of your spine and take each
breath in and out for five counts. With each breath you become more and more relaxed,
continue to breathe for five minutes, and then with headphone on begin playing your favorite
track on this CD. As soon as you begin to feel sleepy lower the volume on your player or turn
the player off completely and remove your headphone.

Alternate Uses
This CD is not only for the inducement of sleep, it is also useful as an ambient soundscape in
spas, gyms, salons, stores, meditation centers, doctors office, holistic centers, and the home to
harmonize the ambient electro magnetic currents. For ambient balancing, use as desired.

Note of Caution: If you suffer chronic sleeping disorder please consult an appropriate medical
practitioner.
Sleep well and thank you for purchasing INSOMNIAC.


Jiivanii RedMarks 2009 All Rights Reserved
876-832-5753
16creations@gmail.com

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Care About Me

I don't care if you don't care about me

I know you cant

For I am Love

And you are not Me

Must be my fault for taking it all away from you

As I don't care about you

Thus you are Hate

Live with it!

I would rather say

Live with that Buumbo Klaaat... Yuh si Mi?

But No I am Love

Love don't do those things...

If you know what I mean?

But it is not like anyone cares

It is a free for all

Daag a nyam daag and pus a nyam pus

Dat nuh right!

It is called "Civil Society"

How worse could we have done being uncivilized?

Father, we have not pass the worse of "Civil Society"

That cares about me.


"India Arie"

I Met India Arie Today...
Why then whilst "F.ornicating U.under the C.onsent K.ing" do I know Beyonce instead?

For You...

Only for H.I.M.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-IdedKhYqf0

Sunday, July 12, 2009

"THE OPTION"

How much do you know me
To ask of Me
"What do you want from me?"



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"WAIT IN VAIN"

Would you have me dishonour my Femininity

By Asking You, to be My Man?




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"ATTENTION SPAN 6"

If you were a Carpenter

And I were a Lady

would I marry you anyway?


If you were a Carpenter

and I were a Lady

I would make you a King!



Done away with this Carpentry business.....

"ATTENTION SPAN 5"

Yuh si you...

Every time I see you

Yuh gwaan like yuh waan mi run come look yuh

Yuh si you...

Every time I see you

Yuh gwaan like yuh waan mi run come hug yuh

Yuh si you...

Every time I see you

Yuh gwaan like you waan mi run come kiss yuh

Yuh si you...

Every time I see you

Yuh gwaan like you waan mi run come love yuh

Yuh si you....

Every time I see you

Yuh gwaan like you waan mi run come tek yuh


Yuh si Yuuuu

Gwaan like yuh naah si mi...

"ATTENTION SPAN 4"

Nothing goes where it is not wanted,

I am here because you called,


Now!


Face your sorrow with a brave face

Because....


I Dig You!




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"ATTENTION SPAN 3"

If you think that I love you,

Then...


what are you afraid of?




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"ATTENTION SPAN 1"

Do you think that I want to be a Slave

to anything or anyone?


No...


I want to be a Patent Pender!




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"ATTENTION SPAN"

I don't have to finish

anything I start


Because,


Live goes on...




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"DATING ME"

YOU CANNOT MAKE ME YOUR QUEEN BY

COURTING ME LIKE A COMMONER,


LIVE UP TO THE THRONE AND BE MAJESTIC ABOUT IT!





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Friday, July 10, 2009

MACRO POETRY

MACRO POETRY: TO ZOOM IN ON A PARTICULAR DETAIL OFTEN IGNORED

MACRO POETRY_POST LITERATURE

Macro poetry is an idea I wish to explore as a form of creative writing.

It suggests the extraction of the most important graphic detail

within the story and have it magnified. Here are a few examples.


I have placed Macro Poetry as a sub heading under the now term

"Post Literature" forwarded by the Romanian Constantin Severin.



"NOTE OF LOVE"


IN A LETTA TO MY LOVA

I OPENED IT

WROTE IN IT

SENT IT TO HIM

WITH A STRAND OF HAIR.


"THE BATH"


Drenched with hot summer rain

White tub muddy water drained

Parched pipes drank the liquid stain.



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"YOU ALONE"


--- YOU ARE ONE OF A MINUTE FEW

WHO CAN'T BRAG ABOUT BEING WITH ME,


ALL THE OTHERS ARE LYING!

"TIMES"

How Dark is the day

when falsehood is the norm

and truth is a repulsion scorned upon.

"GOOD TASTE"

I recently discovered that "good taste"
is a matter of an experience to be had
and not a habitual way of life.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

"THE GAUDINESS OF YOUR BEING"


In your frantic grasp for the Materials of Earth

Lying and stealing has become your Worth.


Selling of the Soul for the glitters of Gold



In the book of life, you are dead!




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Friday, May 29, 2009

"THE FEAR OF LIVE"


Love so deep
Fear crept in
Under his soul
And dug a hole
Under his heart
Where Death crept in
And stole the fear of life.


Save the LOVE!


"MY CRY SONG"



Love Most of These


"UNINVITED GUEST"

You took me into your house
As the Truth

Then threw me out
As a Threat.



One Love,

Jiivanii

"THE ANNOUNCEMENT"


FATHER! FATHER!

I take your Son
My Father
Myself

Love,

Jiivanii

"THE KING HAD A QUEEN"


"We know the Saviour loved you 
More than any other Woman"


What! He had other women?

No, he took the woman he wanted.
The woman he loved.

He can only love One.
He is not con-fused.



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"Narcism"


What would,  you met a man

Whose touch were exactly yours,


Would you not Love him?


Would he not be 

The opportunity to Love you more?


To love you eternally? 


Would you not Worship the ground he walks on?




And Mountains we shall move.



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"The Philanderess"


Don't be Jealous honey

Every man is you!




I dat she a tell you yah.




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"WHAT AM I"


Who the Fuck do you think you are?

This he asked after I commanded respect.


I saw you

You wore me like a garment

You did not see me.

You could not know me,





Too bright fi him eyes...?




Wednesday, May 27, 2009

"CRIME AND PUNISHMENT"

You have Aided and Abetted me

How then say, you don't Love Me?


Yeah... a wha kina fuckery dat...emh
Me wuodda tek him to court.



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"THE LOVE OF DEATH"


I was angry when you left.

My second death.


I hate death,


Just dosen't

Let you go!




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"THE MEET OF THE MANNER"


You said to me,


"You gave me complete power in our time together"


Now, I say to everyone,


I gave him power and dominion over me 

The first time we met

He grabbed my hair

I were subdued,



Story concluded...


One Love,


Jiivanii



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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

" THE FATHER AND THE SON"


A Son is a boy who follows Implicitly
The Teachings of the Father,


In order to become Christ.





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"ZOMBIES"

Through the Heart, all Good Things come to LIVE.



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"MYSELF"


Who said that the man
Who look like me,
Is not me
Because, we are so different?


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"TRAVELLER"


If you know not, where you are going
Then, you cannot stop.



That's the rush!




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"THE FOOL"


The only thing to learn from someone without Knowledge,

Is to Identify them.



So... yuh cannot see this one! I know.




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"THE ILLUMINED"


What is so Bad about being Illuminated?


Being burnt at the Stake.




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"WANNA BEE"


If I cannot be like JAH
How am I getting to HEAVEN?



Pon di bus Rasta!




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"LORD OF THE JUNGLE"


I am a Water Creature
Still connected to my Birthright.

How can a Lion be greater than Water?


When you cannot cross me.



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"LEGACY"


"My Father neva left nuh Gas Station fi Me".


And your Father was a Christian Man?


Where is the Family?



No him was a roaming Bachelor.



If you run from the Truth for rescue, there will be nowhere.



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"RUN TO THE ROCK"

It is time, Truth stop running away
In fear of its Life.

 Truth, 

Cannot Be Killed
Cannot Be Tamed
Cannot Be Blamed (I am Thinking Mutabaruka right yahso)

Who is the Most TruthFULL?

Truth

Cannot be FULL
Cannot be Quantified
Cannot be Qualified

If you don't KNOW Truth
You cannot see Truth

How to know Truth
Examine any Idea that you are against.

And know Truth



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"STALKERS"


Trust Every Shadow after dark
They are your Body's Guards,


And if not the BodyGuards 
Then it is the ALLMIGHTY


The Supreme ONE
                         LOVE,
                          
                         Jiivanii


"PROTECTION"

The Truth is a Beating Stick
And some will Fight Back.


Just remember that the Sun
Shall neither smite you by Day

Nor the Moon by Night.



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"THE WORTHLESS DOG"


If you are Black and Inferior, Ugly, 
Ignorant, and as Worthless as a Dog,

THEN, Glorify in your Consciousness
And Relish in your Misery.



Just be the Best, you can...



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"CRUCIFIXION"

DON'T LET THEM PUT THE TRUTH TO SHAME!!!



And walk out.




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"THE MESSENGER"


How do you Bare the Truth
And Suffer the Consequences,



Bob Marley in song said
The Truth is an Offense
Sent charging the Defense.

The Moment the Truth Score
It has to Depart

Truth is not about Conversion
I is about KNOWING

If you ARE and it IS, 
Then there is no other way
Nothing else!

"WHY"


Man would rather believe that he is a Monkey,
Than believe that he is a God.



Why you think so?




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ENGLISH TEST"


WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
Christlike and Likechrist 



See the Red Dotted line under "Likechrist"?

It is a a MISspelling 

However, You will Blaspheme...

So how you a go be Like Him, 
when him is God and get killed anyway?


Who? I will just hold my Worm Hole and just cool.


Sometimes it is a matter of how it is said.




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"THE LOST BOY"

That is why you are stuck under your Mothers Skirt Tail

Wondering where is your Woman, 



Because you want to be like Christ.


Yuh Nuh Seeit?



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"WHY"


He asked the ALLMIGHTY GOD
TO help Him,

He was a mortal man

God needs no help

He tried to teach you about Yourself

NOT DARWIN

If you are a Fucking Monkey
Go back to the ZOO!



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"THE UNFORESEEN"

Yes dem fool yuh
And took away his Manhood.

Never told you he had a Daughter


Thus, You, are now the delinquent Father.

And Mary is now the Mother of God,

So ....  the Mother alone can care for them.

And if she is not the Mother of God, 
Then she is a Harlot... Why should you give her LOVE!




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"RAT RACE"

I will defend any People
Against any Peoples,



My Race First Rasta, a wha yuh a chat bout!




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"PURPOSE"


That is the reason he came and DEAD on Blood Klaat CROSS
Just to convince you Bumbo Klaat unbelievers, of yourselves.



Yes, Obama is now the President, and it was a GANG that put him in...

Yuh si? 

Yes, is a bunch of nunbelievers!



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"MASS TRANSIT"


Trigger the word RELIGION
Begin PROGRAMMING,


That is the KEY,





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"I KNOW"


If you cannot KNOW that Christ was a MAN

How then, will you BELIEVE in yourself?


And do greater Things?




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Monday, May 25, 2009

"TWILL TELL"

How will time Tell
If I never let him know?

How will time Tell
If I never listen?

How will time Tell
If I cannot hear?

How will time Tell
If he cannot talk?


How will time Tell?



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"WEIGHT IN POUNDS"


How much love will I have to store


Before I understand that 
You don't love me at all?


Very dark corner...
Or, maybe you should just tell him




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"LEAVING"

I am about to leave you
I am about to leave
The Love I have for you
Behind,


Please help me!



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"TOMORROW ALWAYS HERE"

Before you leave me tomorrow
Love me a little less tonight

So I may love you more 
The next time,


In case you don't show up.




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"BIRD IN THE HAND"

How could you have held me in your arms

Then, let me go?



Yeah.......???????????



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"SECRET TO LOVE"




SURRENDER!!!




To bloood fire!



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"THE FALL"

I Slumber on count of your breath,

A Kiss
And Sleep

As Bliss
On Me

On Me
It Fell,


Great!




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"HOT"

Take me away today
For, tomorrow can't wait.

A Second.



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"ANGEL IN BLACK ARMOUR"

Please take away my Gravest Sin
So, I may love you tomorrow,

I feel my pain.



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"THE GRAVEST SIN..."

Every day I commit the gravest Sin
After first seeing you,
I make love to my man
Whilst thinking of you.

And Every night I make love to you
Whilst thinking of my man

A sad day in hell.


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Thursday, May 14, 2009

"THIS IS HOW I LOOK"


If you would ask how i look
I would say, with my eyes.

If you would ask how I appear
I would say, like a spirit.

If you would ask is this you
I would say, no, I am here.

Love,

Jiivanii


Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009


How much is a picture worth?

A thousand words of lying tongues?
A thousand words of false visions?
A thousands words of preconceived notions?
A thousand words of jealousies?
or
Thirty pieces of Silver?
Please!
Sell me out!
Love is only hatey % 1/2!

No hard feelings
It is just your level of consciousness.


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"EDITH PIAF ON EDITH PIAF"

Elle chante pour les homes
Elle chante pour des femmes
Elle chant pour le monde
Elle chante pour tous.

Elle chante pour les oiseaux
Elle chante pour les abeilles
Elle chante pour le monde
Elle chante pous tous.

Elle chante pour le charmants
Elle chante pour les chargrins
Elle chante pour le monde
Elle chante pour tous.

Elle chante pour son âme
Elle chante pour son corps
Elle chante pour le monde
Elle chante pour tous

Elle chante pour sa nouriture
Elle chante pour son toit
Elle chante pour le monde
Elle chante pour tous

Elle chante pour la route
Elle chante pour sa tente
Elle chante pour le monde
Elle chante pour tous

Elle chante pour des Rois
Elle chante pour les indigents
Elle chante pour le monde
Elle chante pour tous

Elle chante pour les vivant
Elle chante pour le mort
Elle chante pour le monde
Elle chante pour tous

Elle chante pour la guerre
Elle chante pour la paix
Elles chante pour le monde
Elles chante pour tous

Elle chante pour la vie des vivantes
Elle chante parce qu’eil n'y a rien d’autre à faire.
Elle chante parce qu’elle ne regretted rien
Elle ne regretted rein
Elle ne regretted rein




Jiivanii RedMarks© 2008
Pont-Aven School of Comtemporary Art -France
Tutor: Carine Charof

"WANT IT WANT IT"

-I have no desires.

-Don't you have the desire to create?

-No I don't.

-You are an Artist! how come?

-I am a creator, I already create.
Thus, there is no need for the things which I already have.
Desire come about when there is lack.
There is no lack in me.

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"FIREFLY" Environmental Sculpture




Saturday, April 25, 2009

"Think I know"

My thoughts are terror to me
When I look them straight
Back at me, they throw the truth.

I feel ashame.



-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009-

"Seek and Find"

When I find myself
I will hide me deep inside of me.

And tell no one.

-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009-

"Who am I?"

Are we not all searching for our Mothers and Fathers?
Are we not all trying to make ourselves better?
Are we not all trying to find ourselves,
Lost in the mire of "What I am supposed to be".


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"Bounty Hunter"

Love has its own agenda
None of us know what it is.

We are mere pawns!

However, if you have the guts
Be a King or Queen, you win.

Neutralize it!


-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009

"Too Much?"

I need to be intense about everything I do!
The only pleasure in this world is psyching up
with physiological morphine.

Being in love is the only best trigger.

Being in One is the Ultimate transcendence.



-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2009-

"...Scare Him"

Nooo!

Because, he allows me to obsess about him.
He is not perturb by my intensity
or of my affection or rather my affliction
with him.
He only cares about the fact that he gets
some pussy out of it all, and a fabulous
woman to boot.
... he likes that!

We both win.


-Jiivanii RedMarks 2009 Copyright-

"Honey"

I am very happy to see you.
Are with me.


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"How to Manage"

Well..... he is really big
Thus!
I have half of him in the evenings
The other half in the mornings!


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"Close to You"

If I could talk to you
I would pass on my blueprint.


-Copyright 2009 Jiivanii RedMarks-

"Morning Person"

He brings me joy in the morning

Because I was too tired last night.


Copyright 2009 Jiivanii RedMarks

"One Night Stand"

I met him. Then took him to bed. In one glance.

Whaaat!!? He liked it!



Copyright 2009 Jiivanii RedMarks

"Upstanding Gentleman"

Gosh! This one is very Cocky.

Really Cocky.

Yeah.... tall!

Ummh... muscular!

Yeap... define!

Umhuh... smooth!

Aaah... supple!

Aaaah... happy?

Reeeally Cocky!

My Luck!!!


-Copyright Jiivanii RedMarks 2009-

Friday, April 3, 2009

"What If He Loves You"

A Story of Love

Episode One

Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009


Interrogator
: "What if he loves you, but does not have the money"?

Jiivanii: "Ehm... If he is not willing to give his very last dime for me
                 then he does not love me".

Interrogator: "Are you saying that the man for you, has to be rich"?

Jiivanii: "Why would one wish to love in lack"

Interrogator: "So, you would not love a man who is poor"?

Jiivanii: "Can a poor man love"?

Interrogator: "What do you mean! Ok course a poor man can love"!

Jiivanii: "Well then, he can continue to love me, as long as he has money".

Interrogator: "But he does not have any money, he is poor"!

Jiivanii: "I know that a poor man has nothing, yet you insist on his ability
                 to love me"!

Interrogator: "So, you are admitting that the man for you has to be a rich man"?

Jiivanii: "How then will he afford to pay ten million for 'From Me To You',
                 given, that is a small amount of money for a lot of men".

Interrogator: "'From Me To You' is an unabashed call for a husband"?

Jiivanii: "It is a call for the man who truly loves me"!

Interrogator: "So... is that what you are worth, ten million dollars. Jamaican or US"?

Jiivanii: "Oh, that is the selling price, the buying price bidding is in Sterling".

Interrogator: "Haahahaa! Do you think that there will be any takers... haha"?

Jiivanii: "Haahahahaaaa! Not to mention the gropers! As I have said, it is meant
                 only for the me who loves me".

Interrogator: "So what if the man who loves you don't go to the show to see
                           your grand display of a mating call"?

Jiivanii: "Then I suppose, he is not a rich man after all".


To be continued....






"So Full of Yourself"

"Oh yes! Because, if I were not full of myself... I would be demonize!"

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

"Sorry"

Power is, never to say "I am sorry"

Sorry, can never be me, thus, I am not!

Sorry... I am, why for you?

Sorry is a soother, I am steel wool!

Sorry, not, to take the wool from the goat
prancing around in a sheep's cloak.


-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009



"What Do You...."

"STOP!

Wrong mouth for the Right answer!"


-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009-

"Good Bye Aunti"

"Good bye!... and yuh go wid God...
Because... if God go wid yuh...
Dog nyam wi suppa!"

-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright April 1, 2009

Saturday, October 18, 2008

"LOST AND FOUND"

When love found me I was alone
When love found me I was still
When love found me I was unhappy
When love found me I was edgy
When love found me I was angry
When love found me I was walking
When Love found me I was determined
When love found me I was gone
When love found me I was downcast
When love found me I was in my head

When love knocked on my door it was shut
When love burst down my door I was asleep
When love entered my temple I was afraid
When love said hello I was shocked
When love took me out of bed I was glad
When love walked with me in the rain I was impressed
When love took my hand I was pleased
When love asked me to ride on its back I was protected
When Love embraced me I was home
When love looked me in the eyes I was smitten
When love kissed me we became one.

When love found me I knew it had not!

-Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2008-

"WE THE PEOPLE"

The people we see
The people we know
The people we meet
Are the people we love
Are the people we need
Are the people we are.

-Jiivanii RedMarks copyright 2008-

Saturday, September 27, 2008

"FLOOD!"

After the "Bail-Out", where will the water go, will it return to the ocean?!

-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008

"SHOOT"

Some shoot the deputy, but she shot the Chief,
Some take the cake, but she took thief,
Some have the remedy, but she beat the beef,
Some have balls, but she plant the seed,
Some go to work, but she finds difficult to feed,
She gave it to the husband, him plant the weed.

-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008

"DEATH OVER LIFE"

"I am a kill monger!
I kill yuh madda, yuh fada, yuh bredda, yuh sista, yuh uncle and child,
I kill yuh moose, yuh goose, yuh cow, yuh sow, and yuh bear in the wild,
I kill yuh bat, yuh rat, yuh daag and yuh cat on the mat,

I am a Kill Monger, mi nuh stand fi di earth,
Want all the oil, mi go dig up the dirt,
Mi nuh fleety flighty girl nuh walk in a skirt,
Mi a Kill Monger, mi a go blow up the earth."

-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008

"LIFE OVER DEATH"

"I am an Antiabortionist! Don't kill them now, wait until they grow-up, then... 
Then we can use them for target practice!". 
Aren't I the cutest uh... uh...? Hair so coif... uh... uh... BANG! BANG!

Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

"TWO"

I saw you as the WON
I feel you as the WON
I know you as the WON
I need you as the WON
I found you as the WON
I like you as the WON
I made you the WON
You are the WON
You chose the Other WON
You chose another WON
Now, We LOSE!

-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008


"LONGING"

"Choose me a dream and this world would cease"

"Find me my whole and this world would end"

"Sink to the bottom of the ocean and I am peace"

"Drown me with water and I live"

"Gone with the wind and I am me"

"Take away everything and I fly"

"Blind me to the flesh and I am whole"

-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 29008


"PARADISE"

"How can this be Life, when all I see is Death"

"If tears were grain bellies would be full"

"Dissatisfaction is my only satisfaction"

"There are billions yet, I see only One"

"How does a fish swim in the desert"

"Take me to the World I truly belong"

"In heaven there is no God"

"On Earth there is no Devil"

"If this World is so wonderful, why do you pray for Heaven"

"Hell is collapsing, and I cannot wait"

"In this world; any sign of goodness is a cherry on hell's pie"

"The Cherry is the guise, to make belief that this world is not hell"   

"Why Live just so that one may die"

"Stop the stranger in the Hood, let him know that he should"

-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008


"SALE OUT!!!"

Closing down Sale on all Love in Heart!
Everything in Heart MUST Go!
Child's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Mother's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Father's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Sister's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Brother's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Wife's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Husband's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Neighbor's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Animal's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
God's Love - Hate-y % OFF!
Universal Love - Hate-y % OFF!
All types of Love @ Hate-y % OFF!
Every Love must in HEART go @ Hate-y % OFF!
Buy one get Two @ Hate-y % OFF!

SALE OUT! SALE OUT! ALL LOVE MUST GO! Hate-y % OFF!
FREE GIFT WITH ALL PURCHASES @Hate-y % OFF!
Hate-y % OFF
Hate-y % OFF
Hate-y % OFF
ALL LOVE MUST GO! CLOSING SOON! Hate-y % OFF

-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008

Monday, September 22, 2008

"JILL"

Were I the Jill
Obediently swallowing the pill
To find me the box
Sitting therein is the Jack
How do I convince the sun
To befit the Con-Dumb?.

Jiivanii RedMarks 2008 Copyright

"LIVE"

If life is a gift I do not like
How do I return it?.

If my life was stolen
Where would I make a report?.

Jiivanii RedMarks Copyright 2008


"FREE"

Am I too free
To live in a world
Of
You are mine?.


How do I be yours
and still keep
me?.

If I am yours
Do I need to
Ask you permission to be
Me?.

How do I say yes
If you don't?.

Jiivanii RedMarks 2008 Copyright

ABOUT ME

"I EXIST BECAUSE THERE IS NO WHERE ELSE FOR ME TO BE AT THIS TIME"
"THAT IS ALL ABOUT ME"

Think about yourself and there you will know all about me. 
Think about the earth and there you will know all about me.
Think about the sky and there you will know all about me.
Think about the universe and there you will know all about me.
Think about the ocean and there you will know all about me.
Think about the animals and there you will know all about me.
Think about mankind and there you will know all about me.
Think about your spirit and soul and there you will know all about me.
Think about the Abyss and there you will know all about me.
Think about the black hole and there you will know all about me.
Think about Black Matter and there you will know all about me.
Think about nothing and there you will know all about me.
Think about me and there you will never find me.
Because I am you, not like you!

Copyright Jiivanii RedMarks 2008

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Video Art Table


To see a picture change its face, to look at you, then to disappear whilst telling you about itself is a dream interaction with your collection.
"If Art could Talk" Then what would you hear? What do you want to hear? Yourself? Why not?
What if you could not see, what would you view?,  how would you interpret a symbol you have never seen?. If ART was all about the Artist, how much of his work would be true?. If my Art was all about me, how much would I know myself, not to commit suicide?. How would a banana be interpreted by someone without knowledge of a banana?. If I wrote a love song, would I need to be in love?... before or after?.

If I saw an image, and was able to look at the image, and all I saw was the image, would that not be sufficient?... for me to see the image...

"I am without concepts, I am without disciplines, I am without information, I am without prejudices, I am without preferences, I am without needs, I am without hate, I am without love, I am without emotions, I am without education!.... YET!... I know everything and I know nothing. I am pure awareness, I am where I am, I am no where. I exist but cannot be found, because no one looked to find me, because I do not exist with he who has no need to confront himself."

"How much do I like myself, to be with myself, to laugh with myself, to talk with myself, to listen to myself, to know myself, to be kind to myself, to have dinner with myself, to go shopping with myself, to shop for myself, to eat and drink with myself, to nurture myself, to embrace myself, to be happy to see myself, to give myself a great big hug, and then to adore myself".

"Or do I need to surround myself with people claiming to have friends beloved, to be so busy that I cannot get off the phone, because I am so busy to be on the phone, to be so busy that I am terrified to see myself in the mirror, to be so busy that I am afraid of silence, to be so busy that when I am asleep I need to listen to the radio whilst watching the television, to be so busy that I am worried about how busy I am,... and, when I get so busy... I am so busy... So busy, I did not realize that I AM NOT THERE.  Then I die regretting that I had fallen for the race of RATS in a HUMAN combat..." Idiot!
-Jiivanii RedMarks- Copyright 2008

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